I am so burnt out. I kept telling myself - just get through October and you'll be good to go. Now I'm telling myself - just get through November and December and then you'll get the rest, restoration, and rejuvination that you need. Really though, I can barely get through each day. I'm brain dead. Burnt out kabisa. I was writing my paper, and a friend shot me some encouraging words - "Write it well!" I honestly don't know if I can. I feel like right now I just don't have it in me. The effort appears to be a looming, craggy, perilous mountain, and anytime I attempt to summit I landslide back down. I've never been so mentally frazzled or frustrated before and I'm not really sure how to handle it.